brOken doLL

...after getting a grade of 5(which is a failing grade) from our first consultation for the 1st chapter of our thesis..again, we faced our nightmare - consultation. But apparently, the wind blew some miracle to our professor and he approached us with a smile. haha. He gave us good advices and he explained what else we need to improve our thesis. I understood him well. And he somewhat liked what we did - at least i think so..

yeah..so for the first time, we had a good consultation. At least it wasn't a trash anymore.. but what made me unhappy was the reaction of one of my groupmate and my close friend. She didn't seem happy and she looked as if she didn't even want to talk to me. She went home straight after the consultation. Then I ask my other groupmate and she said that my friend was annoyed..or mad at me. I didn't know what I did wrong. All I wanted was to do this thesis and finish it and pass this subject.

I know this girl and I know that she is really sintelligent but there's so much distraction everywhere that makes her forgetfull and unfocused. But I really want to bring out the best in her. I really want to push her. But it seems like eveything I do is wrong.

Parang lahat kasalanan ko. Parang wala na ko ginawa na tama. Lahat ng pagpapacenxa ko ginawa ko na. Lahat ng pag-intindi. Kahit lagi sya galit pag kinakausap ko sya lalo na sa text. Ang dami ko dapat ikatuwa pero hindi ko ma-feel kasi alam ko galit sya sakin. And it sucks.

Maybe I just have to give her space. palamig muna. So in short rin. Solohin ko na lang pag-gawa ng chapter 2..

hai............................................................